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| The upper part of this day is over. Therefore, I am so relieved that it went decently. I didn't miss any classes because of the one hour of sleep that I got; and I turned in all of the homework that I had planned to my wonderful professors. I was attend my part of the Phi Chi Theta initiation, and I think I did well on my Health and Wellness test. Now, I'm eating two tacos, shoe-string fries, and steamed broccoli. My friend would say these foods don't go together and I would never cook such a meal. However, I taste each individual item and that make it okay for me. I've got one week to learn a bunch of concepts and rewrite two or three papers for finals, but at least I'm off to a decent start. | | |
| Here I am in the regular rut that sucks me in by the middle of each semester. I am not happy. I am not content. I am causing all of my problems. I haven't finished enough homework to get a grade. I just "finished" a paper that will be graded a dismal grade because I did not spend enough time on it. I have to deal with I situation that I have handled too passively for too long. And I have deal with a friend who slipped up allowing me to realize that we are not even good friends anymore. How I will treat depends on the spiritual and moral path I officially decided to take though making no decision will maintain the status quo of my decisions which aren't beneficial as of late. I am trudging along everyday knowing that all these things must be done and handled effectively. I want to lay aside the problems for awhile and just sit, but the root of some of these is indecision concerning the principles that will run my life. In that short paragraph, I have come to realize that I must make a decision and see it to failure in order to reorganize my life. What will I do? I think I will- No! I will take the more exposed route, at least for the rest of the month and re-assess my situation then. On a shallower note, I will also take charge of these problems by consistantly finding solutions. Ahh, I need to find my journal. | | |
| I acquired my first digital camera a few months ago, and though I have yet to figure out some of the settings, I have decided to use it for a food photo journal. If that makes sense, then we shall proceed. | | |
| It's that other part of the year that's not necessarily the happiest - when the mostly underage masses return to school. I'm going back a little late for southern Alabama; I start next Monday. And I'm not thrilled about it. It's my junior year, but I missed being a junior by one credit hour due to many poor decisions. I have two friends with whom I speak fairly often and one who is teetering between friend and acquaintance. My possession for spring semester depends on my grades. To make the situation worse, I am taking seven courses. My mother has commanded me to stay out of campus groups until I pull my grades up. My father said that my car has the most miles on in it in our immediate family's history. Need I mention that I don't have money for another car should mine break down and that I am not supposed to have a job this school year? Does anything good appear to be occuring? I'll have my room. . . I won't have andy group obligations. .. No one should be able to go through my things. . . I'll have a little spending money. . . | | |
| My goal is about to be completed! Once I transfer the money from this check to my savings, I should have all the funds needed for my books and my room for the entire year. Due to this triumph, I have lost my desire to stay at work as long as possible. This morning when I realized that I would be at work for over eleven hours, I inwardly groaned. However I am realizing a new motivation - I can save for spending money. As I recall, I had spent over $1000 during the fall semests my first two years. Thus, I should work to spend! | | |
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